Mood:eh...
Days Left Until Limited Wardrobe Tour Kicks Off14
Song of Choice:"Barcelona"by John Tesh
Topic:Thanks

Hey thanks to everyone who put there to bits in via all forms of communication-I got a calls, e-mails, Ims, and comments and I know anyone that didn't say anything yet is because they are recoperating after a sell out preformance and night on the town so they have a good excuses :) but yeah I have e-mails here because I'm not going to put up Ims and have everybodies screen names floating about.This is e-mails in chronological order but to be fair Peter, Quita, the boy from the last 2 days who I need to name...how about the Young Prince that'll work for now, and Games where the calls and Ims.
Liz e-mail
yo what up kimberly. i didn't get a chance to finish reading everything because i don't have your site address ... but i read the geimer convo. interesting stuff. there is much to be said.. or maybe nothing should be said at all. but i'll go ahead and tell you a little bit of what i think. Well first of all. It's a shock to me that he broke down and was crying on the phone and all that. I mean it just seems weird. After all this time of not talking to you and then you two going your separate ways and leading your own lives... he still had some feelings that apparently are strong. i just don't see it. how could he care so much and not talk to you and then date all these other people. it just doesn't seem right. but then again... you are practically forbidden to speak to each other so there were some things to hold you back. but anyway so i hope you have it all together and it is a good thing that you tried to not let yourself cry on the phone. but like geimer said... maybe you should meet and then just let all of the emotions go and just have that moment of rememberence... closure.. or maybe completely opposit.. maybe a new beginning... a good bye... i dunno. kim if it is meant to be it will be. but maybe you have to put a little effort into it. or you could just move on and let yourself free from him and him weighing you down or messing with your emotions. i'm sure it did mean a lot to him when you said you forgave him... he's probably been holding in so much guilt or hurt or whatever for a while and was just scared. kim... if you really do want to continue talking to him, if you really care so much for him. even if just as a person or friend and nothing more - you need to talk to you parents and tell them how you feel. You should be able to write each other letters. how could they keep him from you all this time? maybe it was for good reasons... but maybe not. i mean the whole reason in the first place was basically because you were becoming too emotionally involved and it could have messed with your mind or lowered your grades or whatever.... you spent too much time thinking about him right? But it was that way anyway, probably worse WITHOUT him. you still thought about him a lot. you found ways to sneak a letter or phone call here and there. you still let him have control of your emotions while you were kept from each other all that time. but look how much you've been wracking your brain in the past year? it just didn't make sense for you to be "grounded" from him. blah i have to go now but i probably have more to say which i will sometime. i'll talk to you soon kimberlanga. buh-byez have a good day.
Kim e-mails back
>Liz,
lol I was kinda sitting around going what the hell do I do with him and I hear this song it's on the website at http://open_sanctuary.blogspot.com
And well I heared it and I was like here;s the answer
go take a look but you know I don't think I want to try again with him at least right now...I mean there have been so many other guys that have come along and treated me so much better than he does. I mean I still do love him but now it's changed more like I may have my naughty dreams about you and whatever and do anything you needed me to but be his girlfriend no...I just don't think so not now at least. Now it's I have a clean slate and mind I can do as I please...he has cleared his concious by getting my forgiveness that now it's time to move on for me at least to experience things I haven't experienced yet you know. He can pine over me I guess if that's what he really wants to do but I've spent enough time waiting for him you know...I hope he'll be able to understand
Then Geimer who always know what's going on with me says
i agree with you on moving on and experincing new things and going to
others that can treat you a lot better. you've given him chance after chance
and each time he has betrayed once he no longer needed to fall back on you.
he may feel bad now but what happeneds when he finds someone else he'll just
might end up hurting you again, but on the other hand he seems to have very
strong feelings for you but in the end i believe to be time to simply move
on and leave him behind if you have no interest of starting things up with
him either to come with closure or in liz view a new begnning a good bye and
so on. well i'm glad to gotten to speak to you today even though it was only
for a little while. now i'm happy you sent me that pic although the pic
would look better with you in it:)if you know what i mean which i believe
you do. anyway until next time luv u and since i did not get a chance to say
this earlier good night and sweet dreams and perhaps tell me what they are
when we speak again.
later
games

So yeah ppl love me!! but yes that's all for now any more thoughts and my inbox is always open...and almost full..hehe...